letting go

they say u should hate the person that leaves u. especially ones that go away without an explanation.
as if leaving is not enough, they make u feel like u dont even deserve to know why they left.
they say its unforgivable
they say nothing can justify their actions
they say its unacceptable.

hate him. with all u have. turn around, walk away, and never turn back.move on.


i hated him. for awhile.
i cursed him, alot, for awhile.
i cried for awhile.
i ran away from everyone, for awhile
i cursed like a sailor, for awhile

but the hate ended.
and the sadness came back.
and all i wanted was to see him again
to talk to him again
to hold him again,

i cannot do as they all say
all i want is to love him.
and to love him i will.
from afar.
without him knowing.
and i will take it as it is.
i guess its true.

to love is to, sometimes, Let Go