who are you?
how do i find you?
i've searched high and low...
i've tried many ways...
i've kissed so many frogs...
who are you?
my better half.
the person who should understand me.
the person who should be there for me.
the person that holds my hand through everything.
who are you?
do you exist even...
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
ending of one love story never made...
once upon a time,
A was there for me...
A was there when i smiled, was there when i cried, was there when i thought i died.
A was even there when my boyf and i broke up, was there when i found HE whom i loved.
A then left to pursue his life. A had a 'soaring' dream.
and this surrounding did not allow that. So A went away and i never saw A again.
my life went on. i thought of A dearly.
then my life started stumbling to the ground. and A wasnt around to catch me.
i had many falls after that.
some i am still recovering from.
but i could no longer cry on A's shoulder.
i was no longer welcome.
there was one time i was blessed enough to find A.
to sit by A. to smile with A.
i told him my story from when A left.
but things were different.
A answered matter of factly.
i expected more.
i then realized i wanted more.
but my expectations for A was not met.
i was heartbroken, but did not give up.
we parted, A and me.
A to his soaring dream and me, crawling again.
i heard A likes where he is now.
i heard A does not want to come back here anymore.
so, all is lost for me.
A and me could have been great friends. even more i think.
but A's left and never to come back.
all i can say is, good luck A.
much love from me....
A was there for me...
A was there when i smiled, was there when i cried, was there when i thought i died.
A was even there when my boyf and i broke up, was there when i found HE whom i loved.
A then left to pursue his life. A had a 'soaring' dream.
and this surrounding did not allow that. So A went away and i never saw A again.
my life went on. i thought of A dearly.
then my life started stumbling to the ground. and A wasnt around to catch me.
i had many falls after that.
some i am still recovering from.
but i could no longer cry on A's shoulder.
i was no longer welcome.
there was one time i was blessed enough to find A.
to sit by A. to smile with A.
i told him my story from when A left.
but things were different.
A answered matter of factly.
i expected more.
i then realized i wanted more.
but my expectations for A was not met.
i was heartbroken, but did not give up.
we parted, A and me.
A to his soaring dream and me, crawling again.
i heard A likes where he is now.
i heard A does not want to come back here anymore.
so, all is lost for me.
A and me could have been great friends. even more i think.
but A's left and never to come back.
all i can say is, good luck A.
much love from me....
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
y so?
i smiled, then i decided to cry. in a blink of an eye.
i was crying, then i started to laugh. i dont understand myself.
i loved, then soon i hated. why the sudden change?
i hated, then i was whipped. how did that change again?
its all a total mess. my heart and my head.
as if they have detached themselves from each other.
like they no longer communicate.
no one has been able to help.
i cant help myself too.
why so fragile?
i dont know...
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