ending of one love story never made...

once upon a time,
A was there for me...
A was there when i smiled, was there when i cried, was there when i thought i died.
A was even there when my boyf and i broke up, was there when i found HE whom i loved.
A then left to pursue his life. A had a 'soaring' dream.
and this surrounding did not allow that. So A went away and i never saw A again.
my life went on. i thought of A dearly.
then my life started stumbling to the ground. and A wasnt around to catch me.
i had many falls after that.
some i am still recovering from.
but i could no longer cry on A's shoulder.
i was no longer welcome.
there was one time i was blessed enough to find A.
to sit by A. to smile with A.
i told him my story from when A left.
but things were different.
A answered matter of factly.
i expected more.
i then realized i wanted more.
but my expectations for A was not met.
i was heartbroken, but did not give up.
we parted, A and me.
A to his soaring dream and me, crawling again.
i heard A likes where he is now.
i heard A does not want to come back here anymore.
so, all is lost for me.
A and me could have been great friends. even more i think.
but A's left and never to come back.
all i can say is, good luck A.
much love from me....